雨夜
现在正下着倾盆大雨…
真有一股冲动跑出去狠狠淋一场雨…
让自己清醒过来…
如果我能再理智一点…
再坚决一点…
或许我就不会那么痛苦…
我心里藏着许多话…
却不知对谁倾诉…
mr.right…
每个人在生命中所追求的东西都不同…
金钱和地位对男生好像最重要…
对于女生理所当然的是爱情…
因为走到最后…
一切的快乐与荣耀…
都需要有个人一起分享…
能和喜欢的人走到最后…
似乎是人生最幸福的时刻…
爱情可以是负累…
当身边的他不再关心你…
当他不再是原来的他…
当他不在是你的“他”…
爱情也可以很甜蜜…
当他为你而改变…
努力成为你想要的他…
就算是芝麻小事一桩…
也足以让彼此笑开怀…
在对的时候把手握紧一点…
可以让彼此再靠近多一点…
对的有时候把手放开…
或许会有更好的未来…
过程中会有微笑陪伴着快乐…
也可能用眼泪衬托着伤心的心情…
即使会跌得浑身是伤…
还是要坚持到最后…
找到mr.right…
找到幸福的终点…
想念…
我记得不久前因为思念一个人我写下了”IF”这一篇…
此时此刻我也想念着一个人…
同样的我还是用文字记下这一刻…
这个他…
在我平淡无奇的生命里划下第一道彩虹…
像天使一样…
把幸福带给了我…
当我天真的以为幸运降临在我身上时…
他亲手把一切给毁了…
也让脆弱的心给捏碎了…
不完整的心好像再也容不下另一个人…
思念是一种伤痛…
多年以后…
时间似乎抹去了记忆里的痛…
留下的美好片段…
促使了此刻对他的想念…
谢谢他带给我的幸福…
也谢谢他让我成长…
更谢谢他让我想思念一个人时
有人可以思念…
除了心痛…
原来思念也可以如此的美…
HapPy BirThDAy tO mE!!!
today it’s my 21st birthday… ^^
but unfortunately i need to study for coming exam…
of cause i wont leave my 21st birthday a blank memory…
i did hang out with my buddies on birthday eve…
i din go club and din get drunk…
surprise!!! haha…
dunno why all frens asking me which
club or pub did i go to celebrate my birthday…
so disappointed tat i just hang out and hav dinner with them…
such a long time v din meet up ad…
i wish v can hav time to gossip n enjoy a only gals’ nite…
it’s really a wonderful nite for us…
until all of us dun want to go back…
they care bout me so much…
mayb bcoz im d youngest in our geng…
they treat me just like im their little princess…
feel like wanna hug them tight n give them a big kiss…
anyway i noe they wont b appreciate if i really do tat to them…
so wat can i do is…
thx buddies… ^^
i meant it from bottom of my heart…
n thx for all d wishes from my lovely frens too…
thx for remember my birthday no matter where u r…
a simple wishes s more than enough…
finally my birthday wishes…
be healthy!!! ^^
我会好好的…
漫长的假期就要结束…
是时候为即将到来的补考做准备了…
说起来已经有点来不及…
但性格懒散的我总是提不起劲好好温习…
好怀念假期里无拘无束, 轻松自在的感觉…
我一度找回了原来的我…
开心的我…
会笑的我…
甚至活着的理由…
当一切回归平实…
收起笑容…
面对现实…
感觉很有压迫感…
一切都变得很不自己…
眼前的路好像失去了方向…
该庆幸的是…
生活还不至于毫无意义…
还有活下去的理由…
还有值得眷恋的…
人, 事和物…
虽然路还有很长…
要面对的还有很多…
但我知道…
我会过得好好的…
im here bcoz i feel like wanna write…
write bout wat…
i have no idea…
new year coming soon…
but i have nothing feeling of it…
i still have 2 papers to go…
tat’s mean i hav no choice to study during new year…
all frens ll come back to celebrate new year…
but i m stressing with exam…
since i did very badly in previous paper…
i totally lost confident in exam later…
besides i hav other pro to b solved…
just so much things waiting me infront…
i noe i must go on…
like chinese said…
“you ll cross d bridge wen u get to it”
wat i need now…
s being alone…
i enjoy loneliness sometimes…
sitting alone drinking hot coffee o chocolate…
while reading ur favourate book…
o seeing ppl ouside bc with their own things…
even shopping alone without any purpose…
one wont get anything from doin all this…
but at least can let urself put intention
on others above ur trouble for a while…
do u get wat i mean?
i hope ur do…
nothing much to say…
so wish all of u a…
happy new year… ^^
…
自从挥别了中学时期…
我也算是半只脚踏入社会了吧…
几年的时间…
发生了很多事…
也经历了很多…
让我成熟不少…
无论在处事或性格方面…
我以为以后就算有什么事…
我都可以坦然面对…
生活嘛…
只要开心就好…
我是这样告诉身边的朋友…
想不到才刚刚踏入2009年…
老天爷好像要考验我…
考验我是否真的能忠于自我…
继续原有的生活态度…
事情的发生…
让我发现…
原来我没有我想象中勇敢…
也没有别人看我的坚强…
我还是很脆弱…
无助的时候…
还是希望有人在身边…
可是有些时候…
我清楚地知道…
自己解决会减少一些…
可能造成的伤害…
笑是打从心底的…
可是突然我觉得…
笑很累人…
事情总有解决的办法…
也总有过去的一天…
我会撑过去的… 
“If”
sitting in d car…
looking out d window…
a person’s face appear in mind…
i miss tis person so much…
the most important person in my life…
my grandma…
d following writing…
i ll call grandma as popo…
i used to call her like tat…
wen she was here…
many slides went through my mind as a sudden…
i tell story of d day everytime i back from school…
i teach new word wenever i read newspaper…
i black face every morning she wake me up to school…
i talk non stop wen v watching tv 2geter…
i smiling all d time wen i stay with her…
unfortunaltely…
5 years ago…
cancer took her away from me…
sometimes i ll think of so much IF…
IF popo still here i ll bring her anywhere she wish to go…
IF popo still here i ll do all things with her…
IF she still here i ll giv all gd things to her…
IF popo still here i ll spend as much time as i hav with her…
IF popo still here she ll remind me wat s gd o bad…
IF popo still here she ll share my sadness n happiness…
but time no rewind…
as wat i wirte in last post…
all things done with her last time
ll stay in my mind 4ever…
i wont let her disappear from my mind…
dun let “IF” happens in life…
think of wat to do…
then do it…
wanna say smth to someone…
dun hesitate n say it out…
IF she can hear me…
i ll say…
popo, i love u…
lIfe
chatting with a pretty gal in msn now…
but seem like her mood isn’t like her face…
not pretty at all… hehe
she told me tat life s one way ticket…
no rewind o return for anyone in tis world…
v should appreciate wat v hav now…
im totally agree with her…
for me…
life s just like a dream…
it would b sweet o bad…
but both v need to obey it…
another way of saying…
v should enjoy it no matter it’s gd o bad…
in future all tat ll b our memory…
which v cant taste it again in future…
imagine tat someone live in a life tat
just full with gd things…
would u feel bored?
no challenge, no emotion, no failure…
someone might think it’s too gd to hav a life like tat…
but wen u really went through it…
it’s different story…
life likes roller coaster….
got ups n down…
no sadness…
how can u feel hapineess…
no failure…
how can u enjoy success…
of cause say it it’s easy la…
spend sometimes to think bout it…
mayb u ll get snth different in life… ^^
baD dAy
2day has a replacement lec for 4 hours…
thought it ll b discuss so much…
so i decided to attend it…
but i m a bit regret…
coz the lec just covered bout half chapter only…
and v dismissed an hour earlier…
s a gd thing also coz v hav to do an assignmnet…
which need to pass up on monday…
so after class v been to starbucks at the curve…
drinking starbucks coffee plus laptop…
like very professional ya…
but actually just doin college assignmnet… haha…
although got coffee n gd environment…
but with assignmnet…
all things become not match…
after few hours…
v all fed up ad…
so v divided the work n go back…
problem comes…
i forgot where i parked my car…
walked here n there with my heavy laptop…
god… who can help me out…
luckily after 15min i think…
i felt a bit familiar…
n finally i found my car…
after put all things on d seat…
i sat there n think…
why i always do stupid things like tis…
just can say it’s my destiny lo… haiz
tat’s all i wanna share here…
need to continue my work…
bye… ^^
